8th Apr 2023 ~Going apart~

Easter gave me lonlyness actually.

Some friends in running society invited me to some events but I turned down because of group assignments. I don’t wanna annoy people but I feel unconfotable that I am left alone and can’t communicate with friends. I am worrying about someone thinking like I am a vanilla person.

It may be necesary for me to convey whether or not we can shoot a video earlier on Monday to secure more time for communicating with friends in running society and keep fine relationship with them.

I just think now that althogh I am dedicated to such relationship, it is unfair and not authentic. The ideal relationship should be considered as atmosphere that acknowledge each other. I should be more arrogant to stay in vantage point.

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関西出身の関東の国立大学生(4年)。
2022年より、関西に戻って、大学院へ進学予定。

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