Easter gave me lonlyness actually.
Some friends in running society invited me to some events but I turned down because of group assignments. I don’t wanna annoy people but I feel unconfotable that I am left alone and can’t communicate with friends. I am worrying about someone thinking like I am a vanilla person.
It may be necesary for me to convey whether or not we can shoot a video earlier on Monday to secure more time for communicating with friends in running society and keep fine relationship with them.
I just think now that althogh I am dedicated to such relationship, it is unfair and not authentic. The ideal relationship should be considered as atmosphere that acknowledge each other. I should be more arrogant to stay in vantage point.